the way I see it, no matter who you are, there are just some things out there that you have no control over. things like the weather, the family you were born into, or someone elses heart. But there are things that you can control, grabbing an umbrella, making do with what you were given, and accepting what you can’t control or change and moving on.
It will only destroy you to obsess over these things because ultimately you don’t have a say in them, no matter how much you wish you did. You can only say what’s on your mind and if that doesn’t do it, well the only thing you can do next is take a deep breath, gather what’s left of your heart and sanity, and start moving forward in the hopes that maybe you’ll find someone or something that you won’t need to control. You should never feel like you’re hard to love and you definitely shouldn’t beat yourself up over something that’s ultimately not up to you. You can’t make someone love you and that sucks but you can sit and wallow in self pity or get up and try to find that happiness again. Just some thoughts I woke up to today.